He says he loves me and thinks about me all the time but he's stuck. I deserve more than that. I deserve more than fleeting moments even if they are weekly and even though they were great. I deserve more than that. I need to remember this!
Don't depend too much on anyone in this world. Even your shadow leaves you when you're in darkness.<<<-- maybe in darkness your shadow is simply wrapping around you in a hug. It's okay to trust people, just don't unhealthily do so.
I've never had my heart broken as badly as you did. Being wrongly accused of terrible things hurt like nothing else that's ever happened to me. My heart has been beaten and battered by the man I love most in the world, and still, I can't hate you.