INFINITY (also eternity) - In ancient India and Tibet, it represented perfection, dualism, and unity between male and female. In the occult tarot it's linked to magic and represents equilibrium or the balance of various forces. In modern times, it became a secular mathematical symbol for infinity in numbers, time or space.
This is exactly how I feel...yet without the "do nothing" part, because that stage in the cycle is filled with frantically trying to keep up with other assignments, while balancing others on the side, then rotating what I feel guilty about & what I'm currently tackling. But the guilt, panic, and powerlessness? Yes, that's it. That's SO it.