I've never felt so special, so loved in my whole life!!! My love for you continues to blow me away!!! I don't know how I survived all these years without you in my life!!! I will love you like you've never been loved!!
I've certainly had a couple of very bad days in the past few weeks. But I've fought through the suicidal thoughts and self-destructive urges and I'm okay for now. And I've also had some fantastic days recently. I just have to remember that for the future.