And if you did it before you thought about the consquences, OWN that you did it. The stress of facing the truth is much easier than the angst of hiding part of yourself from the world for ANY length of time.
it takes a level of self love, of dedication and determination to live your greatest life. so, look within. look at every area of your life and ask yourself these questions: am i on course? am i growing mentally, emotionally, and spiritually? anything that is blocking that, anything that is preventing you from living your greatest life, make the tough decision to let it go.