My husbands X..she twists everything in her head because she tells so many lies she has begun to believe them...I cant imagine what she tells her dates..how does she explain that she has no friends and her children dont want anything to do with her...she actually signed over custody! what kind of mother would do that?
I didn't choose to get cheated on. I didn't choose to loose my husband to other women. I didn't choose to have our family drstroyed. I didn't choose to stop being loved. I didn't choose anything... I tried to give chances. I tried to get us help. I tried going to God. I tried changing myself as if I was the problem. I tried everything... I lost something I never had control of...a person whose forever was so different from my own.
I don't want to be called perfect, or beautiful or special. We have overused those words to the point where their meanings no longer hold the eloquence they used to. Instead I want to be called breathtaking, or alluring or unparalleled. I want to be called something like that so I know that I'm not average to them...I want to know that they have spent their time thinking of me, wondering about me, and imagining me.