Of course. Even when people tell me what I did is extraordinary, I just can't believe them. I need to believe it, otherwise I will settle for second best. I want tone the best for me, and I will work hard to achieve it, even when it is unattainable.
Something I have the hardest time with. I love others deep with the intent of never losing touch. That frickin sucks. I care too much. I don't know how to not care about others. Sorry world for not being able to let go. I guess I am the crazy unhealthy unwanted freak you all think I am. But I'll still be here putting up with the heartache from your ability to let go of me. Fml.
when we make a change, it's so easy to interpret our unsettledness as unhappiness, and our unhappiness as a result of having made the wrong decision. our mental and emotional states fluctuate madly when we make big changes in our lives, and somedays we could tight-rope across manhattan, and other days we are too weary to clean our teeth, this is normal. this is natural. this is change. - jeanette winterson