They are getting better ! I have moments of knock backs and incredible pain and anger but they're lasting less and less. As soon as this anger, resentment and pain lifts I can move to my next chapter and never look back. Right now I'm not strong enough to fight them.
You should have given up on me. Lord knows I wanted you to. I pushed you away as hard, as far as I could. I failed you. You loved me still, even when I stopped loving myself. I will never be worthy of your relentless pursuit. Let me be the woman you see in me.