Just remember that the people you call your "friends" are the people you hated and talked shit on a few months back. Just know that you lost true friends who had your back and gained friends who talk shit on you when you're not there.
It's time to let go!!! Finally reading this and seeing what I see validates that I can move on with my life and I'm not going to think about it any more... which is much easier said than done... but I can get through it!!!