This is why my wife and I got married when we were only 20 and 23 respectively: we had been together 3.5 years and could see no reason to put off "the rest of our lives." RIP, Nora Ephron; you sure got it!
I still love u and think about u every second of every day and don't want to live without u, but I know u want nothing to do with me. It's cliche but part of me is missing and nothing will fill that hole expect u... So Ill just be empty the rest of my life and it's all my fault.