Showing my true, real self is hard. Bullied, teased, made fun of for who you really were is hard to come from. That's why people put up walls, barriers, masks, to hide behind. They're afraid that people will do it again, just like the people before.
an then im like you're being toooo loud shut up!!! but yes this is how it is. people are all like you didnt get your coffee did you. but most of the time i do i just wanna be quiet. why is it such a big deal for a loud person to be quiet sometimes?
So many people SHOULD have killed me !! ( No jury who knew me would have convicted them !! ) Oh well will see if can avoid pepper spray in the face again today ,won't be surprised if my eyes sting before the end of the day ? !