Joseph W Shields. You've expressed this to me multiple times. "I wouldn't change a thing, Beautiful. Always and forever, it's going to be you and me. You have a temper and are crazy passionate, but that's what I love about you. You live with passion."
My anxiety, exactly. I know things are't right, I KNOW there's no need to panic so thoroughly, I know there's other options... yet I can't help my feelings (when in a panic attack, I mean - most of the time I'm really good at moderating).