Once you find yourself hiding anything to do with another woman bc you're being unfaithful, you've pretty much already cheated. When you think of things like that, even thinking about murdering someone for an example, in Gods eyes he sees it & judges you as if you already have committed the sins.
You had already broken me! But you let her try and break me more! Just so you know, she didn't! I know what she has put you through! All of it! I have no respect for her, I don't care about her so her opinion does not matter! What did hurt, watching you stand there and do nothing, say nothing! I would have done anything for you! I would never let anyone speak to you like that! That fucking hurt! How much more do you want me to handle? Bring it on!
If I trust you, you have gained that trust. If I dont then, its your job to prove to me that I can trust you! trust isn't gained in a minute, it can take years. But it can be lost in a second, so be careful with who you choose to be, and how you choose your choices!