Assuming you will only be happy if life is going exactly how you want and people are acting like you think they should, based on YOUR mood or YOUR agenda is pure silliness! And poor decisions will follow to fulfill a void you created!
You are the only one that has EVER brought this to the surface, and I'm ok with it, I trust you with my beating heart in your hands. Whatever you do, I will still love you. If you stabbed me in the kidney, I'd offer you my other