I am a Christan. I am not perfect, but God is working in me. I am a mess, but I am His mess. I am a Christian, and the day will come when I am by His side. All He's done in me will be completed. And when that day comes it will all be worth it.
"Lord, if it's not your will, let it slip through my grasp and give me the peace not to worry about it anymore." - however, if something is going to slip through your grasp it may require actively opening your hands