According to Greek mythology, there was once a water-nymph, who fell in love with Apollo, the God of the Sun. She was so in love with him that she sat on the ground and stared up at the sun all day long. Apollo never noticed her. The other gods, however, took pity on the young girl and turned her into the sunflower. This is why the sunflower forever follows the path of the sun in the sky. She does not want to lose site of her lover.
just remember what you were like as a child, and think how most people will never know the profound joy, no, the utter ecstasy of a flower... keep that joy in your heart, in a secret place where they can't get to it... even if you have been shamed out of ever feeling it again, they can't take it away from you, that knowledge of God