** i owe u an apology my dear. sometimes i just get so caught up in the future that i forget to b grateful for the here and now. im sure u have enuff on ur plate without me adding to the pressure of the struggles ur going thru. i trully apologize and i hope u forgive me. things will wrk out n due time. i just need to learn patience. im grateful ur still n my life and i know my feeling r strong. its hard not to tell someone u love them without crossing a line. and i shouldnt expect u to feel the same. although its all i ever wanted. but for now i just need to enjoy the moments we have together and hope that one day you will feel the same as i do. so if u c this and forgive me like this or give me a snail or flower. have a great rest of the day PL <3
tylerknott: So with my new typewriter I have been experimenting with just putting a piece of paper in and writing a poem as fast as I can. The nature of the medium is that I cannot correct anything, go back and change lines or alter what my original thought was, mistakes and all. I love it. Here is my first.