aka, don't rush a relationship/marriage in which you put on the back burner to date another that had been a bust - there is a reason you walked away from one guy to check out another (aaaah, you never liked the first guy in the first place).
Someday you will!!!.... The little things are what make life beautiful and we had many of those. This 'what if' will become a regret because you will never find someone quite like me. You let go of a diamond, good luck collecting rocks!