He did change me. It may seem sad, but God places some people in our lives for only temporary periods. It teaches us that the Lord is the only one whose presence is forever lasting in our lives. Lean on Him, not people. But love the people He places in your life with His Spirit.
We are constantly supplanting pieces of ourselves in others. And when we inevitably leave, as people are subject to do, we rip the ourselves apart from all those we have loved. Leaving deep aches and scars. But it's important to remember that scars are signs of love and loss. And there is nothing more beautiful than our very human tendency to love through loss, love through pain; love.
Why I cry when I've opened up to some people. I'm outgoing, but I have my walls up at the same time.