no, i don't even have a single good memory to look back to, bec i was duped, bec you just needed someone to heal you and care for you all the while you're still on the look out for the next best thing so you can drop me in a snap of a finger, you left for another girl & would keep on denying it, i am over you. bec users like you don't deserved to be loved, you deserve unfathomable hate more counts than the stars above.
Don't talk to me touch me or say you can handle me if you don't know my scars If you can look at me and say I'm ok then don't speak to me about loving me I'm broken and I can't handle anyone playing with my heart again
This seriously makes me wonder if my life is just a series of minor anxiety attacks, punctuated by brief bouts of calm. I don't adult well/easily, and I almost constantly feel overwhelmed, unless I'm actively engaging with my children, or in some creative
I have had anxiety for almost as far back as I can remember. In grade, I vaguely remember my mom taking me to the doctor for the stomach aches that would, without fail, occur every morning before school. I missed a lot of school. I got chastised for f