"I often miss this little girl. Whose dreams had no barriers, who believed in a world where anything is possible. with a heart that was full and unbroken." What would it take to bring her back, lose the barriers and lose the broken?
I guess im still holding onto something that i know will probably never happen, because somewhere deep down inside me, i have this little piece of hope that someday it will. And it makes it hurt that much more.
Black and White depressed depression sad suicide self harm cutting anorexia sadness darkness my head I HATE MY LIFE selfhate anorexia nervosa im ugly depressions i hate me im fat dark place i wanna die bulimie. I even scare my 3 year old sister
And it hurts that I can't be what everyone else wants or what anyone needs. And it hurts that I can't be what I want or what I need. Because I'm not enough and won't be enough. And I'll never be close to enough and I'm just so damn tired