It's a terrible thing, I think, in life to wait until you're ready. I have this feeling now that actually no one is ever ready to do anything. There is almost no such thing as ready. There is only now.
Find someone who isn't afraid to say they miss you... who knows you're not perfect but treats you as if you are.... whose bigges fear is losing you.. gives their heart completely.. says I love you and means it..... Find someone you wouldn't mind waking up with you in the morning seeing your wrinkles and gray hair but still falls in love with you all over again.