cause without my friends I would be lost, cause certain one in my family is not worth it. Family who does not put the whole family first is pure sadness. Especially when family values are misplaced. Often in our family.
NO it is not a HAPPY moment. It is a terrifying moment. Happiness may or may not come later. You'll be happy if you made the right choice which you will never know in the present. Letting go can also be the most devastating thing.