its starts from you, so believe what I know... you are amazing! After all I know you best and I see what you may not, so until you see it too, let me give you the words of encouragement you need, the hand to hold, and the shoulder to lean on! I love you both!
Forgive yourself & then move on. Stop being your own worst enemy. Other people have stopped beating yourself up. You stop too! Peace. ♥ Ivonne Teoh.