Truer words have never been spoken. I could be big again so easily. It's scary. I always wished to be thin before thinking I'd NEVER let myself get big again if I could start over. Well, it's not any easier to avoid my addiction thinner than it was heavier. I could be big again so easily...it scares me.
it is the ongoing war with what your heart and body want and what your head tells you cannot be. My heart usually wins....and drags my mind along with it. /wedding-processional-songs-for-brides-bridesmaids
See I'm regretting my fear already, fear is ruling my life, I fear my future is going to be depressing n empty, why? Because I fear I won't have kids as I'm to scared of the pregnancy and pain I fear I won't get to go to travel America and full fill my dreams of traveling and feeling the sand between my toes on a hot beach or ride down Route 66 in a convertible I fear I won't have a stable income I fear I won't have a home to call my own I fear my future health, Please god take my fear away