Being like this : If I could look across the country From California to New Jersey Then I would count the parks and lake resorts And number all the jets and airports [i]All those rather dreary rain clouds[/i] [b]still bother me[/b] [i]Cuz I look through the camera eyepiece[/i] [b]and cannot see[/b] [i]If I could open up my window[/i] And see from Tampa Bay to Juneau Then I would survey all those open miles And line them up in single file Everywhere I look I see green scenic…
As an addition, I don't remember what it feels like to be healthy anymore, as well as no pain. It's absurd how quickly you forget something so great, to the point that you're never sure if what you're living with is what's normal or simply something you've gotten too used to. Bah.
This is the main question I always come back to. Maybe this is what I get for being a horrible person in a past life, maybe this is karma for the people I've hurt, maybe I just don't deserve any better... Its the one question that haunts me and that I have no good answer for.
i know that as a best friend, i didn't quite did the part of reaching out most esp that we are not attending the same school. hence, i suppose that we've quite parted and drifted away from each other. but i want you to know that even if i may be a stranger to you now, i love you earnestly from the bottom of my heart. also, i miss you a lot..
Community Post: 22 Honest Confessions From People Struggling With Depression
I can't because they don't understand how it's like to be fat. They're all skinny and near perfect while i am struggling at the bottom. It's hard but i live through it because people have it worse and God doesn't want me to struggle. Keep that in mind!
and to be quite honest i just want to scream. Just punch a wall a few times, yell at the top of my lungs, throw some things then possibly pass out in the floor.... i've pretty much lost 2 of my best friends that i've had the longest, and have to fight for my husband over the goddamn playstation, and no matter how much i talk to him about it he just wont listen.......
Depression is a monster that won't let go. What's worse is people don't understand. Then you lose those people, (I did), that meant the most to me all due the cruelty of someone who wanted to hurt me more. He succeeded. Why? Because he could and I couldn't fight a narcissist ass.