John 3:16 Valentine This sums up everything. A priest told us during a retreat made us aware that no human in his right mind would have his son executed mangled and brutally whipped to save a damned sinner like me . Thank you to the priest whose name i cannot remember.
I have let God take control. It's in his hands. Since I have, my life has been much happier and stress-free. I don't have to turn the other cheek anymore or be whiplashed. One day I'm family, the next I'm not. That is why I keep my distance. My feelings continue to be hurt and I'm always the one to blame.