The Frontal Lobe controlls emotions like the ones shown here in "Emotions of Color" <---why is red not 'the blood of angry men' and black 'the colour of despair'? - different colours to use when people are in different moods when using the kick.it app.
This breaks my heart. Although I have my bad days, I know some people struggle with this every day. I don't know what words to say to say without sounding cheap or fake, but thanks for being brave. The fact that you're reading this proves you're much stronger than you give yourself credit for.