Showing my true, real self is hard. Bullied, teased, made fun of for who you really were is hard to come from. That's why people put up walls, barriers, masks, to hide behind. They're afraid that people will do it again, just like the people before.
When you are sitting home by yourself watching the kids and he decides to go fishing every weekend not even to ask you but would you like to do today just expects you to sit there and wait forever maybe it's time to move on