I love this- My great grandmother was the greatest baker there was. My favorite memory with her as a little girl was baking because she left a good portion in the bowl and always say "well you have to have some to lick right?". Miss you Gramma Sig :)
Or now you do start making an effort but is it real? Will it last? Can I guard my heart and still be hopeful? Is it too late for my heart? Do I live on as is, do I make a change, or do I accept the reality that is and the fate that is before me?
Volunteering, helping a stranger, spending time with your children, spending time with your animals, shelters animals, other kids, those in need, just listening to someone tell the same story for the 45th time. Enjoy this life we have and make each moment count because family, serving others and living through Christ is the best we can do here on earth until we are blessed to be in Heaven! :)