The hardest part of being a mother is guilt. The guilt of not being enough. As long as your kids know you love them, because you show them, you'd never ever leave them, you are giving it your best, they'll be ok.
I want to walk away, but I cant... I just cant he means to much to just keep walking.... my brain says don't look back who cares? And my heart says you CARE stupid! look back, run back in his arms and hug him and never let go.... why! I hate this!