that will be the hardest, but it's time. no more wishing everything was the same it once was ..I'm done with being hurt, I'm done with allowing the other person to convince me that they aren't doing that. people change; I've changed. It's just time.
This is what our Southern mothers taught us to do. If anyone is being ugly to you, you DO NOT stoop to their level. You "Kill them with kindness". By the way, that doesn't always work. But, it makes your Mama happy.
sometimes you feel everything and nothing all at once. sometimes you find yourself smiling while missing something at the same time. at times you can absolutely love a person while wanting to hate them. life comes without guarantees but you can expect that smiling will brighten your face, laughing will enhance your eyes & falling in love will change your life.