So while in the city I have learned a lot about myself. I am a complete mess. I sometimes say things that I don't mean. I hurt the people I love and I am a very selfish person. I met this amazing guy on this trip, it ended up being a spring fling. Go figure. I ditched one of my best friends to stay with him at his place. twice. We would stay up till the sunrise getting to know each other. i wish I never met him. I am happy I did though, because he was the first person to make me real smile.