when I say "I love you" it's not because I want you or I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and strength. I've seen the best and worst of you, and I understand w perfect clarity exactly what and who you are.
Leona is where it all began, what sparked my interest in older woman. Just thinking about her causes my core to burn I still crave her touch. As a young boy in desperation of receiving love it did not seem wrong the way she had made me feel, and for once I had felt loved. It never crossed my mind that what she was doing wrong, I felt as though it was natural but that is not love. You cannot confuse someone’s selfish perverted desires as love she did not love me it just felt like it.