At least on my end, I think what we have is special and strong. I'm not going to throw it out because of some hard times. How weak of me would it be if I lose what I treasure just because it becomes difficult? Yes. Right now things have to be different for this time. But, I think you should know I'm not gonna/I can't let go. Knowing you- I believe deep down inside you feel the same way. Don't let your confusion blind you. You're more than that.