For what it's worth: It's never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life you're proud of, and if you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start over. -F. Scott Fitzgerald More
There are many reasons to feel grief- not just when someone dies. When a dream dies... a lost relationship... a huge life change... So be kind to yourself. Take time to mourn and mend. And fill your life with as many sweet and meaningful things as you can, finding joy in the small, simple delights around you. Life IS good. GOD is good, and He loves you. In this world you will have troubles, but with God you will overcome them all.