i stood on bed & sang & twirl with chloe our morning of joy ritual.i fell backward.neck hitting ottoman.as days pass neurosurgeons tell me numbness will pass.it almost christmas.i came home to my chloe my kitty. we cried in joy. few days pass feeling more numb. feet could not feel as i woke during night trying not be afraid. could not feel right hand. part of my face. i touched chloe with cheek, could not feel her. ambulance came.our world changed forever. again. no more ritual of joy now.