This is how I use to feel but then i thought about it and said, You Shouldn't Have To Fight For A Spot In Someone's Life. Never Force Someone To Make A Space In Their Life For You Because If They Know Your Worth, They Will Create One For You
I’m sorry For the times I hurt you, for the times I lied to you, and for every other reason you're so angry at me. I know my apologies don't mean shit to you, but aside from that, all I can do is promise to try to be better I love you.
Which is why I dream of you nearly every night still. I still cry at night and think of you in the mornings. I cant see you without being overwhelmed with feelings and thats why I can never go back to our church.
I want to sleep with you. I don't mean have sex. I mean sleep. Under my blankets. In my bed. With the window cracked, so it's chilly and we have to cuddle closer. No talking, just sleepy, blissfully happy, silence.
Don& tell me you love me then show me otherwise by ignoring me. I will not beg for your love. Don& tell me how much you want to be together and find excuses to keep us apart. I will find something to fill that empty time.