Nobody on Earth knows how things will turn out for you, which is why you have to press forward every day on the heels of your intuition and passion. If you give it your all, sometimes amazing things happen, but they’ll rarely be precisely what you had expected.
So try not to take it personal...a person who lets the ugly on the inside show on the outside needs more kindness and understanding than they are capable of giving to someone else. Hard to do but necessary.
It's sad how you can think someone is a good person and as a friendship goes on see things that make you realize maybe they aren't. It's sad when you end a friendship and someone can't be mature about it. They have to become bitter and use their child as a weapon. That's pathetic. Immature. Childish. You deserve the monster in me.
I have learned to have no expectations, to be silent. Avoid disappoinments, dont cry dont beg dont feel dont fight, for if you do it will be taken wrong and you lose everything, your will, your hopes, your dreams, your LOVE. You end up NOTHING a lost soul...