"to be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better, but I do have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a heart; a heart that's aching to see you smile again." Has happened many times. True friend. Things always get better.
Everything I do, and have done since I met you, has always included you. I've been re building a life for us and at times thought it insane. I thought that one day I'd be telling my great grandbabies that my greatest love was with the man I never even kissed. I love you so much, every minute of every day. Please stand secure in knowing this as truth.