Looking back I know that I should have left after his first explosive rage which terrified me. By forgiving him and believing him it just got worse and worse! In the end, the evil in his eyes made me see in terrifying reality that he actually enjoyed inflicting pain! To go from their soulmate on a pedestal to the only person they can take their own pain out on destroys much of your soul and trust in humans again!
The Narcissist Sociopath a.a My Ex-Husband - his parents relationship and behaviour with thier children is a root cause of his Sociopathy. His Narcissism was his self-defense. Now it's a full blown evil that is not going anywhere.