Struggling with this! So afraid of what is to come, wanna be excited about the pregnancy but am so afraid that I will miscarry or even worse another situation like Lydia. Dear lord please don't let me loose this one my heart can't take it!
Amen!! And then sometimes you just have to walk away even after they're forgiven. You can never forget some people's actions, just simply try to forgive and then separate yourself from their web of lies dysfunction and manipulation. (I speak from experience on this one as you may see...lol)