If it's worthwhile overall, it's worth the commitment to struggle. Nothing is 100% easy, but everything includes something to be grateful for. Look for those things, change what you can, and just let go of the things you can't (they take up too much space to keep them in your thoughts). <3
I no longer know how to be anybody else. I just know how to be cold.. to keep myself safe I need to stay cold. I am The Ice Queen.... someday I'll get it all back, I will be me again. Safe and sound behind my wall of ice.