I'm hurting because I never imagined I could hurt you. I wish you could see my eyes. I let you down and I will never forgive myself for that. What I did is unacceptable! Your silence is understandable. You were right, you were the one. Just know I will love you for the rest of my life if we can get past this.
I'm tired. I'm tired of taking blame for others' pain or anger. If you love, support, and want to encourage me, be in my life. I am blessed with an amazing husband, beautiful smart loving kids, and friends who rock my world and stand by me no matter what. I am doing a job that I love, and am lucky enough to get paid to do it. Bring on the positive people!
I wish you could understand...I'm so hurt and confused and I don't want to let you go. I just wanted to be enough for you. I will do what you want but this is breaking my heart completely in two. I would cross every single ocean for you, do anything to make you happy and right now I feel like that means nothing to you. I still and always will love you.
If it's worthwhile overall, it's worth the commitment to struggle. Nothing is 100% easy, but everything includes something to be grateful for. Look for those things, change what you can, and just let go of the things you can't (they take up too much space to keep them in your thoughts). <3