"Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid" ~ Albert Einstein - Focus on where your strengths lie, not your weaknesses.
Figuring out what it is you need to do, having the ability to complete it is the difficulty. Recognizing your cup is empty and you need to take messures go enable filling is easy. What to do when everything is out of your control.
Buy a mirror. Put letter stickers on it. Paint over the whole thing. Peel off stickers. (use canvas instead of mirror. Paint canvas what color you want your letters to be first, then letter stickers, paint over, peel off)