“I planted, Apollos watered, but God was causing the growth. So then neither the one who plants nor the one who waters is anything, but God who causes the growth.” 1 Corinthians 3:6-7 ~ start with your neighbor ~
I'm thankful that even in the midst of all of this conflict and anger you seem to be calling on God for strength. At least looking up verses is a start even if your intentions are spiteful. Praying for you daily! And although you think I am wrong about everything, know this...God is in everything, He can heal and restore...all in His time!