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The proverbial "leap of faith" is actually the size of a mustard seed. Keep going. And by the way, look at St. Augustine. Don't become disheartened that you made bad choices in the past; make the best choice you ever made by turning to the Lord-- watch as the Lord, through the Sacraments, reorients your life and puts a lot of broken pieces back together.
when i think about when I'm working on something my parents told me to do i think I'm not doing this for my parents I'm doing it because the bible tells us to. and that changes my mind set.