Yet they all have- in the end, they all prove that I'm just there for them- they were never there for me, just "in love" with what I give, but when it comes time to care for me, or when I needed them, or when I told them something they were doing hurt me- they never cared- I've felt alone too many times. I pray for one who wont make me feel this way; and I pray for peace in my heart in the meantime.
Guilty...although I think my mind is under attack constantly, I don't choose to entertain those thoughts. It's extremely difficult not to at times especially the way women dress nowadays. One reason I love fall so much is women put more clothes on. O:-)
To my husband...i'd rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else. i'd rather be beside you in a storm than safe and warm by myself. i'd rather have hard times together than have it easy apart. i'd rather have the one who holds my heart