Honestly I don't, only because despite the shit some people have put me through, I'm thankful for the lesson they have taught me. I'm learning exactly who I don't want to be and who I don't want to be with. So no, I'm glad I've met everyone that I have in the past, they have taught me so much, things I wouldn't have learned otherwise.
What difficult thing(s) have you had to let go of? What helped, or would have helped, make it a little easier? You thought is was real; and it was real at that time. Be gentle with yourself.
its starts from you, so believe what I know... you are amazing! After all I know you best and I see what you may not, so until you see it too, let me give you the words of encouragement you need, the hand to hold, and the shoulder to lean on! I love you both!