I don't need a coin to know what I want... But, the real question is... Does he?! I often wonder what he thinks about me... about us... about where we go from here. I just want to be happy... I mean, he makes me happy... He makes me smile... I love "us" and everything about us when we're together. But I'm needing more... Something more... I just don't want to think about losing someone I've never truly had if that makes sense.