Motherhood is about raising and celebrating the child you have, not the child you thought you'd have. It's about understanding he is exactly the person he's supposed to be. And, if you're lucky, he might be the teacher who turns you into the person you're supposed to be.
Sad and disappointing, but true! Pin now and hopefully you'll remember some day when things aren't making sense and you're struggling with your faith! The bigger plan just may include a little lesson in irony!